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Disconnected

Words never said.

Words never meant.

Unspoken promises never kept.

Words to regret, delivered blow by blow like blades cutting soul deep.

Words neither forgiven nor forgotten, past the reach of apologies.

Caring not returned, kindness abused.

Presence ignored, feelings trampled.

Love only a distant bittersweet memory.

Faking the smile; it’s only a disguise.

Dying hope, killing the spark.

No ember left burning; it’s destiny but ashes.

Feeling invisible while hiding in plain sight.

Wandering in darkness,

Drowning in sadness,

Choking on tears.

Attempting to reach out but only finding emptiness.

Despairing….wishing to just be numb.

Sleep but no true rest.

Quiet but no real peace.

Not alone but still separate.

Guilt. Shame. Fear. Anger. Hurt. Loneliness. Lost.

Forgotten. Fallen. Damaged. Broken. Destroyed.

Giving up; shutting down.

Finished.

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Professional storm chaser for the National Weather Service and Skywarn Kansas http://weather.gov http://ict-skywarn.org Storm chase team coordinator for KAKE-TV. http://kake.com http://kakelandweathernow.com Emergency management communications officer. Ham Radio callsign is KD0IJO. http://kswx.net http://racesofsedgwickcounty.org Semi-famous on-air/club/event DJ. http://energy981.com President and lead photographer of Michael Brian Photography http://michaelbrianphotography.com CEO and Lead Tech of Hypertech Computer Solutions http://hypertechs.net My personal and media blog: http://mikemathia.com http://blog.mikemathia.com Call or text me: 316.444.0690 Email us: Personal site: mike.mathia@gmail.com Hypertech Computers: hypertechs@gmail.com DJ 69 Online: deejay69@gmail.com Michael Brian Photography: mmmodeling@gmail.com Weather information: skywarnnet@gmail.com Ham radio contact: KD0IJO@gmail.com

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