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Words never said.

Words never meant.

Unspoken promises never kept.

Words to regret, delivered blow by blow like blades cutting soul deep.

Words neither forgiven nor forgotten, past the reach of apologies.

Caring not returned, kindness abused.

Presence ignored, feelings trampled.

Love only a distant bittersweet memory.

Faking the smile; it’s only a disguise.

Dying hope, killing the spark.

No ember left burning; it’s destiny but ashes.

Feeling invisible while hiding in plain sight.

Wandering in darkness,

Drowning in sadness,

Choking on tears.

Attempting to reach out but only finding emptiness.

Despairing….wishing to just be numb.

Sleep but no true rest.

Quiet but no real peace.

Not alone but still separate.

Guilt. Shame. Fear. Anger. Hurt. Loneliness. Lost.

Forgotten. Fallen. Damaged. Broken. Destroyed.

Giving up; shutting down.



About mmathia

Professional storm chaser for the National Weather Service and Skywarn Kansas Storm chase team coordinator for KAKE-TV. Emergency management communications officer. Ham Radio callsign is KD0IJO. Semi-famous on-air/club/event DJ. President and lead photographer of Michael Brian Photography CEO and Lead Tech of Hypertech Computer Solutions My personal and media blog: Call or text me: 316.444.0690 Email us: Personal site: Hypertech Computers: DJ 69 Online: Michael Brian Photography: Weather information: Ham radio contact:

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